Sometimes grief from what cancer has taken away bubbles up and there are no words. I've had the opportunity to share my story several times over the past month and once again I find myself grieving the loss of my singing voice. Music was such an important part of me. I've been able to sing here and there post loss of a vocal cord and it's hard. I have no videos of me singing prior to cancer taking my cord, only after, and even that makes me a little sad. Grief and memory go together. I will of course continue moving forward but today I miss just sitting at the piano and singing. The following is a link of me singing with one of my doctors in 2013 with one vocal cord. It's ok to sit and be sad every now and then. Tomorrow is a new day.
https://youtu.be/deEFC2IQLWM